Sunday, December 10

10

sad endings
they're gut wrenching
they're uncoventional
they open old wounds
they're real

I like to say that most stories begin
with celebratory songs and fun
opening numbers and a wondrous production
it's enchanting and it's filled with
hands holding and locked eyes

you've never seen me as I lived
the life I aspired to be
I flew and flew so high
but I've heard your jazz playing
all the time
even when I'm asleep
I hear it when I'm walking
it says goodbye

my heart it remembers
my head nods
life moves on

it never stops for me
it never stops for you
for us

I wonder about the what ifs
I have grown so imaginative
you see it, too, don't you?

our ending was sad
but it was perfect
for reasons that we've learned
I learned a lot